Hello Madam Felicia, my name is Angela and I am 24 years old. I have been in a relationship with my guy for 3 years now and I love him. Ma, my guy wants to fool with me I have sworn to kill him this month if you don’t advice me. Ma, he has impregnated me 4 times before June this year, and in all he begged me to abort them swearing with the Bible that he was going to marry me by the end of this year. He asked me to go for the list 3 months ago when I was again pregnant and I did. He told begged me again to abort it because it will not be nice for me to be pregnant during our wedding, and he gave me a drug and I took. Ma, up till now he doesn’t talk about marriage again. Is this fair? Since Monday, he has refused to pick my calls. What hurts me is that I have developed an infection in my womb due to the abortions and I am treating it. Mama, which man will love me in my situation? What if I don’t give birth in future? I’m dying inside me and I will not die alone. Ma, evil is running through my mind and I will not forgive him. He will not see next year. Oh God, I am hurting… Please advice me.
It’s a pity the situation you’ve found yourself with your boyfriend, but do you think that killing him would give you the satisfaction you seek? What would be your plight after you have done that? Probably imprisonment. If u escape that, what of the guilt that comes later.
Even if he eventually disappoints you, I don’t think killing or hurting him should be the way to go. I suggest you see a specialist for proper treatment so that you will be okay in no time. Also, you should seek proper counselling and guidance on how to pick your life back.
Don’t see your situation now as the worst on earth, instead channel your energy into helping other ladies.
I want to sound this as a note of warning. ladies should be wiser. If he agrees to an abortion the first time, he would consent to it again and again. Adding sin to sin only makes matters worse. If he indeed loves you as he claims, he should do the right thing.
Abortion should not be an option in any case as preventive measures against pregnancy would have applied first. My dear girl please arise from your worries and clean up your life, live happier and free. You will eventually meet some1 who would love you totally, but remember to free your heart of hate and anger, trust in God and all will be well again. Above all, love and forgive yourself, hope to hear from you soon. Cheers dear.
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