You wanna know what she’s afraid of when she doesn’t see you for a long time? She’s afraid that you guys will grow apart. She’s afraid that time away from each other will cause you guys to be distant from each other as a couple. She’s afraid that one of you will slowly lose feelings for each other, mainly you. She’s afraid that while you guys are doing your own thing, one of you will come across somebody new, mainly you. She’s afraid that you’ll start talking to her less and less until you eventually stop hitting her up altogether.
She’s afraid that you’ll lie to her about what you’re doing, where you’re at, or who you’re with because you’re actually with another girl. She’s afraid another girl is going to step in between you guys and steal you away from her entirely. She’s afraid that you’ll lose sight of how lucky you are and how special your relationship with her is. She’s afraid that you’ll get tired of waiting to see her again because she’s too busy with other priorities to make time for you.
So that’s why she tries to see you as much as she can. That’s why she tries to talk to you as much as she can. That’s why she comes off as clingy as she does. That’s why she gets a little annoyed when you aren’t giving her your full attention. That’s why she has a hard time giving you space, because she’s afraid if she does, she’ll slowly lose you.